Morning mind prep

Hey, I needed to do a quick thought download this morning, because I’m sort of feeling a bit down? And that’s not how I want to start the day. Plus, starting the day meeting people with high energy, I want to be on the same level as them. That’s it, girl. Make more money. Show up. What’s the person that I have to be, to receive RM15000 monthly income? I have to be wanting to work for it. And working for it doesn’t mean sitting in front of the computer bending down., doing work. It means showing up, telling people about yourself, offer services to people, offer ideas to people, be visible, show yourself, HAVE FUN. That’s the point!

Rant. Morning rant.

Void of feelings lagi ke pagi ni? Tak jugak, sebab I feel angry, for a number of things. One, I woke up at 5am but I couldn’t journal because Fariz decided to wake up as well after aku kencing and I had to nurse him for 1.25 hours. I couldn’t journal on my phone because my screen cracked again and I’ve already had splinters in my fingertip from the cracks yesterday night, so I’m no risking that again. Taking the glass shards out was fucking painful. So I woke up early for what?

Ranting, anger.

I didn’t wake up to journal this morning at 5:30am, so here I am now. It’s 8:30am and I need to rush to send the kids and stuff. So I want to r

Nov 15, 2019

Ever since my dad was admitted to the hospital, I didn't know what to feel. I didn't know what to think. I didn't know if I should feel sad. I know by right, by basic, normal human standards, I would feel sad. And I probably did, but I didn't want to feel it.

Thoughts #1

Scrolling through my Instagram feed, I came across this photo of a Syrian family torn apart by war, and the next is a picture of someone who you would

Today is my 30th birthday.

Today is my 30th birthday. I had disabled my birthday notification on my Facebook account, because I wanted to see who remembered my birthday. Well, actually I wanted to see if my husband remembers my birthday, because when the date "30th" was mentioned (numerous times) between him and his mother, it doesn't seem to ring any bell to him. So, as of 10:58 am today, only four people had wished me. Those people are (in order) - Tya, Shaii (surprisingly), Cellene and Kerina. So I will make a mental note to remember these kind people's birthdays. And wish them.