I think I feel empty, I'm tricking myself into thinking I don't feel anything. When it's actually the opposite. I have a lot of emotions that I don't
Aku rasa down lah. Lagi-lagi after what has unravelled in the past few weeks. I feel stupid, bodoh, rasa diperbodohkan. And then on top of that, ak
Boring nye. Boring nya hidup ni. That's what I thought and what I feel right now, lepas sahur ni. While I'm thinking of what to do waiting for Subuh.
So I came across some Tiktoks that got me to rethink my life. Or my feelings.
- Doing something and being good at it. For example, drawing. I don't have to be good at it to enjoy it.
Fuck me. No, it's not an invitation. I am seriously lost. I feel lost, I feel down. I should sleep but I can't or don't want to or not sleepy enoug