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I deserve big, shiny things too!
Why is it that when I want something really awesome and extravagant in my life, I’ll take a step back and think, “Oh but if I have lesser version of it pun ok, as long as I have one”
So I finally have access to my childhood memories
Omg, I was trying to do the forgiveness step of my emotional decluttering process, when I uncovered MORE painful memories in my life. (I have a whole list which I'm not going to post here, but as I was writing it out, there were lot of things that justified my personality).
I did an emotional decluttering exercise, and here’s what I found
Doing my emotional decluttering step, and I realised my parents are nasty towards me.
I was really hesitant to do this step.’ I didn’t feel it in my bones, like I didn’t feel heavy or lazy to do it, but I was delaying and delaying it. there would always be something more interesting to do or a video to watch on FB. I’ve slowed down FB for this week, but whenever I want to do the emotional decluttering, I would intentionally open FB to see what’s new (nothing. It’s 6am).
Being in the present
Today is my 30th birthday.
Things I want to do
- Vector illustration
- Finish Ruby course on Udemy
- Learn Arabic with Husna
- Create Minesweeper game