Why is it that when I want something really awesome and extravagant in my life, I’ll take a step back and think, “Oh but if I have lesser version of it pun ok, as long as I have one”
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So I finally have access to my childhood memories
Omg, I was trying to do the forgiveness step of my emotional decluttering process, when I uncovered MORE painful memories in my life. (I have a whole list which I'm not going to post here, but as I was writing it out, there were lot of things that justified my personality).
I did an emotional decluttering exercise, and here’s what I found
Doing my emotional decluttering step, and I realised my parents are nasty towards me.
I was really hesitant to do this step.’ I didn’t feel it in my bones, like I didn’t feel heavy or lazy to do it, but I was delaying and delaying it. there would always be something more interesting to do or a video to watch on FB. I’ve slowed down FB for this week, but whenever I want to do the emotional decluttering, I would intentionally open FB to see what’s new (nothing. It’s 6am).
Being in the present
Earlier today I was listening to Ep #9 - It Doesn’t Get Better Than This
Today is my 30th birthday.
Today is my 30th birthday. I had disabled my birthday notification on my Facebook account, because I wanted to see who remembered my birthday. Well, actually I wanted to see if my husband remembers my birthday, because when the date "30th" was mentioned (numerous times) between him and his mother, it doesn't seem to ring any bell to him.
So, as of 10:58 am today, only four people had wished me. Those people are (in order) - Tya, Shaii (surprisingly), Cellene and Kerina.
So I will make a mental note to remember these kind people's birthdays. And wish them.
Things I want to do
- Vector illustration
- Finish Ruby course on Udemy
- Learn Arabic with Husna
- Create Minesweeper game