I feel like there are a ton of things I have to do, want to do and need to do. They are just racing in my head and fighting over which needs more prio

The first is the hardest.

I don't know. I have a proposal to create. I've done this before, but everytime I need to start doing it, I just don't know how to start. Like... I

Communication with Syam

I guess I know why I don’t talk much with Syam. As in, I’m not doing most of the talking. Because he incapable of understanding. Dia rasa mcm aku nak attack dia je, and makes decisions all reactively. And it makes me more quiet and not wanting to talk to him.