Bangun-bangun pagi utk sahur aku dah bengang gila dah ngan laki aku. Apa tunjuk hero ke apa? Dengan muka macam penat gila nak ckp kat aku dia lipat baju pukul sampai 2:30 pagi. Ko expect aku nak pat you in the back? MEMANG TAK LA. KO IGT KO HERO KE. BODO KE APA???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
PASTU JAP GI SATU HARI NI, KO TIDO. KATA NAK GI SAHUR. SAHUR LANCAU APEBENDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BODOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GERAM LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BABI LAAAA KO NAK CARI PASAL PENATKAN BADAN APAHAL?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KO NAK TUNJUK KO APA??? LAKI OF THE YEAR??
PANTAT, AKU PUN PENAT LA!!! AKU PUN KERJA LAAA TAPI JANGAN JADI BODO LAAAAAAAA
PASTU HARI NI KO NAK BANGUN PUKUL BERAPA?? SIAL LAH
TAK PUASA LAGI LA HARI NI!!!!!
IF YOU'RE DUMB, MAKE STUPID DECISIONS AND ARE AN
So... I realised this morning that I have a habit of over-promising (& not delivering), probably not being able to say no (not on the spot) when it comes to "clients". It's biting me back now. How the fuck am I supposed to finish everything this week? (read: this Wednesday)
It's me... not wanting to look bad. That's the one issue/insecurity I struggle with. Because if I don't do it, or if I feel like I look bad, I'd hide from everyone. I guess that's my introverted side?
I wonder how I can say no, to the people I know. Like Rajini, Rooban, (somehow they're all Indians).
No, actually even better - I wonder how I say no to them, and I wonder how to actually finish the job on time when I've said yes.
Today is 2nd day puasa, and I have about 10-15 minutes of free time before I go and reheat the food, so here I am journaling.
How's it like not hav
I know I should slow down, but my head cannot get past finishing up My Runciit. Not slow down relax relax, but slow down to see the overall plan. To
I don't really know how to explain what I'm feeling right now. I don't know if I'm just tired or sleepy. But I feel... almost defeated. Rasa lemah hat
It's been... I wanted to say a shitty start to a new year, but I can't because yesterday was pretty great for me. But the whole week wasn't though. Go