… and I’m a bit disappointed.
My plan to get at least 5 Santa cosy jar bases done over the weekend didn’t go as I thought it would. The intention to “hustle” while at my in-law’s place certainly didn’t happen. This is a perfect example of, “Kita hanya boleh merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan”
lol. Oh, the optimism that I had. I mean, I would’ve been able to do it if I did it all right. But as it happens, I didn’t. And I had to redo many times. The times that I had spent to redo, I would’ve completed 2 bases.
Yes, I’m beating myself up. I feel bad. I want to make up for it, I want to hustle harder. I want to just keep going.
But I mustn’t.
I feel bad, it’s okay. I overestimated myself. It’s fine. I was wrong. Yes, I was. But it’s alright. Have a coffee, chill.
I made a mistake, ughh. I’m regretting the decision to do this. Why isn’t it as straightforwards as I thought it’ll be? Why didn’t it come out the same every time? My god. Why????
AND WHY WON’T AUFA JUST STOP TOSSING N TURNING IT’S MAKING ME ANXIOUSSS