The kids are going back to tadika today. I suppose work starts as normal again? I guess, one improvement I see is that I’m not on WoW or wanting to be on WoW anymore. I logged in tadi and I didn’t know what to do lol. I suppose I just wanted the companionship.
But now I’m on The Sims 4 pulak. Not sure if it’s better or not, but it does give me a boost of positive emotions to at least start dreaming or visualising owning a house again. And I’ve ventured into simming and have created a wallpaper. I’m also learning how to use Blender to try and make objects.
Although I’m still NOT doing work, I’m creating something and it IS me utilising my design background. It gives me something to look forward to and outputting information instead of just consuming. Either way, I think I’m doing a bit better.
I’ve got work coming in. Even if I have not started working on it yet, I take comfort that I don’t dread it as I did for the past few weeks.
It’s definitely progress. One of them was the decision to downgrade to just a fixed desk instead of paying for a full room and hoping to be able to work in an office but never actually could. Another one was my last post where I recognise or decide where I am and where I want to be in terms of my gaming circle. Once I made the decision that I don’t want to be ulat WoW like they are, it was easy. I didn’t feel left behind or anything.
I guess I’ll slowly pick up the pace again. Start with 121 with a familiar BNI member, like Rooban maybe. Or Ratna if they’re free. I need the numbers anyway lol. Then start to move to planning for 7thlumen and Figment as well.