Aku dah mengantuk ni, tapi aku tahan mata. I’m trying to find things to do, tapi it’s either aku tak rasa mcm nak buat, or I feel too sleepy to do. I mean, tanak buat benda yang kena fikir, sebab kononnya mengantuk. Tapi… tak rasa mcm I should sleep.
What the hell man.
Honestly speaking, I don’t like this feeling.
I know what to do, and what I should do. But I can’t find the motivation or drive to do it. I’m taking the easy way out lagi. I want to get out of this circle. Whatever you call it.
Ok, baby steps. Baby steps. Going into a meeting is a big step for me.
Let’s aim small accomplishments. Real life accomplishments.
And stop saying you’re ok. Because clearly you’re not.
Tonight, after this post & before going to sleep, recite my “mantra”. My list. Write 1 thing you’re grateful for today (or more, if you can think of more).