I’m in that void/loop again. Void = empty feeling. Loop = back the same thoughts.
I realise that I want a house, but I’m sort of expecting Syam to work it out. I’m just telling him what I want or what needs to be done, and I expect him to fulfil it. Maybe because in my head I think that it’s his responsibility as a father & husband. But if that’s the case, then I’m not fulfilling my responsibility as a mother & wife.
Am I actually talking about responsibility or societal (traditional) norms (expectations)?
Eh I don’t know.
Project 25k lol. I think that was my goal for Figment. Heck I’ve done nothing with it yet.
And tomorrow ada BNI. I don’t know, I just feel like a loser. I still have that voice telling me I’m a loser actually.
I’m going to to do EFT.
Result: It’s just a feeling. I’m not really a loser. I just wanted to feel sorry for myself. Positivity up! I even yawned halfway through to release the negativity and now I’m feeling lightheaded.
Because I know I’m worthy. I’m enough. I’m awesome. I’m abundant. Abundance flows through me. Good things come easy for me. I’m lucky. I’m healthy. I’m wealthy. I’m thankful. I’m grateful. I’m smiling. I’m happy. I’m human. I accept and love myself.