I haven’t created anything for myself, and I think that’s sad. I hadn’t used my creativity, to do what I want. I’ve been consuming, and not putting out as much as I consume. Creative-wise. So my mental muscle is weak.
I didn’t realise even a short paragraph like that would make me feel lighter. I’m going to create something for myself.
Redesign this blog. It’s something I wanted to do, but every time I started working on it, I thought I was wasting time and should do something else like work on Figment and stuff. Well, that’s true, I should. But I think I should also take some time for me, to create. Doodle.
I envy tengok people doodle on Instagram, especially when I know I can do it too. I’m going to do it. It is a form of journalling too.