Workplace self-worth


Oh yeah I have stuff to talk about. Just a while ago I was wondering that to write.

So yesterday I had 2 new client prospects, both from BNI. One wants to do a personal branding and another wants to do branding for his restaurant. While I’m glad for both this opportunities, I am also worried.

  1. My current workload pun tak habis lagi (mainly because I’ve been putting it off)
  2. I don’t know what I’m doing (at least I think so)

I want more money, I want the business to grow, but at the same time I’m scared. (Whatever happened to do it anyway? Lol)

I think I’m more scared of the prospect of charging people and taking their money. Because I don’t feel I’m good enough for the job. I don’t know if I’m doing a good job. So it’s either I don’t do or putting it off, or I feel like doing it for free. Like, putting a price to it puts pressure on me.

And I don’t know why is this still an issue. I say my affirmations, that I am good. That I am enough. It has done wonders, but whenever it comes to design work, I still feel this way. Negative way. If I say I am great at my job, what IS my job?

I found some positive work affirmations before Fariz woke up. I’m going to implement that at work.

What do you think?

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