Had a fun time yesterday. Long holiday, less kids, less noise. Went out for a short trip to Genting. Actually went out of the house haha. It was fun, even though pergi makan je. It was easy bringing the babies and they behaved so well.
I have a meeting today with Puteri Cili. I don’t really know what to show them, I haven’t prepared anything actually. I’ll just go through the iPad and see what I have to show them.
I feel kind of bad, because I haven’t submitted the quotation to the kebab fellow yet. But, then, I was ready to dump them. Maybe I should say something and not just ignore them? I don’t know… Well, I didn’t want them because they took so long to get back to us, and every time they did get back to us, it’s just “interview” sessions. What we can do and what we can offer and shit like that. And they’re “weeding” out the design companies.
But I think the other thing is because I don’t know what to offer them. I think my idea of branding is something else than Syam’s idea? Wait maybe it’s same, but the services we offer and the extend we can do it, is what’s different. I don’t know when he thinks we can do it,
My thought download was cut short because Fariz woke up, and I tried putting him back to sleep but he wouldn’t.
So where were we? Right, so I think there’s a different idea between us of what we can offer. I think because I’ve already set in my mind that I can’t do design (I want to change this limiting belief), so I’m feeling limited to what we offer. And I tend to put a lower price.
In a nutshell, I don’t think I’m confident enough to do, meet clients, talk to clients and all that. The damn alarm interrupted my thoughts, I can’t remember what I was going to say. But yeah, I think I don’t feel confident enough.
So many “think” in my thoughts. What does that mean? I know I say it because I don’t want to feel wrong, or to be adamant about something. So when I say “I think”, it’s open for rebuttal and that it’s not set in stone. Not confident lah. Hm. Like I don’t want to be wrong.