7thlumen business goal: Achieve a revenue of RM1Mil from Feb 2019 – Feb 2020, to pay overhead & be profitable.
I don’t know what to feel about this sentence, still. I want to believe it, and I’m feeling quite desperate to believe it.
But I don’t want to want the goal but feel desperate, frustrated, and contracted. I’ll be sending the wrong vibes and attracting the opposite.
But at the same time, I’m impatient to want that goal. I’m impatient to want to move on from this feeling of desperation and despair.
But I KNOW I have to accept this feeling. Of impatient, of not believing in order to start believing.
But how long?
Be profitable. That’s the keyword.
See? So eager to get away from the uneasiness. Actually, from the thinking that… I have to be excited about that impossible goal. I feel bad that I’m not believing in my goal, so I try to tweak or downsize it to something “believable” or just me being scared and lazy?
How do I move past this?
I could start by listing the obstacle thoughts. Or be a bit more specific. No, I mean think of the how CAN I get that 1mil revenue.