Wow, I feel so tired. I feel like going to sleep, but I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to. My feet hurts, my eyes feel like closing. Tak cukup tidur ke? I woke up at 5am this morning, and have been out most of the day. I want to thought download about our business goals, but I can’t think.
Even writing this, I don’t see what to write about. I think there’s a lot of things going in brain right now. But it’s buzzing around, so I can’t make much of it. So writing this down would probably (most likely), get me to the thoughts I want.
I want to go to a massage that actually DOES release stress and muscle aches. All these aromatherapy macam tak buat apa je. Buang duit je la. I’m still sleepy and tired.
There’s a lot of information to process jugak la today. Papa in the hospital, the whole thing about Abg Non and Anas, and I hadn’t had lunch yet. Well, i did, but not proper?
And later I have to go pick up the kids. I have to pump milk first before picking them up. Then go to Melaka. Oh I need to pack pads. And buy their swimming diapers. Oh, I didn’t pack the diapers yet.
Should I bring laptop? Maybe not laptop la, iPad is enough. Bring power bank as well. Kids’ iPad? No need lah.
Fuck, I want to sleep.
But at the same time, I need to clear my head. Is Pearly going to call me later? She said she’ll call at 5. Aish. Can I not answer her call?
I have Seran’s proposal to do jugak. I’ve been going on and on about branding and marketing during the weekly presentations, so I really have to step up. The pressure is there. I need to do good for this, so Seran can give a good testimony for me during the chapter meetings.
Pressure. Is that why I’m procrastinating? Doing it from the fear?
The initial presentation date has been postponed, yet we still did nothing.
We’re like MI students. We’re literally digging ourselves. At the way we’re handling things, I’m not even sure if we want new clients. It sure seems like we’re not welcoming new clients.